Post by .:Lion:. on Jan 16, 2011 16:14:06 GMT -5
I'm trying for some honesty here... I want to tell you all why I've been gone. So...
Alright. Well, I really want to address the few... I dunno, issues that have kept me away for the past few months. Firstly, I've been almost literally drowning in homework (if it was physically possible I'd have died already) but luckily my next semester will be much less of a work load, so I'm looking forward to having more free time. Secondly, I have to be honest... I felt really ignored on here. The only people that really seemed to want to talk to me (in depth anyway) let alone RP with me were Flameh and Spirit. When I posted with new characters I was really excited about no one ever replied, and even when they did, someone else would reply too and drag the other RPer away with them, leaving me with nothing to do but sit back and feel lonely. RPing for me has always been about feeling at home in a sense, and suddenly I felt like I'd been kicked out. This was a big reason for me losing the desire to want to be here. But I really and truly miss writing with all of you, and I want to give it another shot. But I'm not joking when I say I can't handle it anymore if I come on here and am dissapointed every single time. If it happens again and I'm left with nothing to do I will lose interest and I probably won't come back. I'm just warning you - that's how it is with me. If I don't feel that anyone wants to invest their time in me, I won't waste theirs or mine hoping for it.
And another thing I want to note is that although I plan to come back and to be more active, I really don't feel much of a connection with my old characters. So I want to start new, maybe bringing back similar charries to my old ones but not keeping the cats I had. I hope this won't inconvenience anyone (probably won't v.v) and if you really want me to keep one of them just let me know. Otherwise I'm open to anyone adopting them if they like.
So that's about it. Hope to write more with you
-Lion
Alright. Well, I really want to address the few... I dunno, issues that have kept me away for the past few months. Firstly, I've been almost literally drowning in homework (if it was physically possible I'd have died already) but luckily my next semester will be much less of a work load, so I'm looking forward to having more free time. Secondly, I have to be honest... I felt really ignored on here. The only people that really seemed to want to talk to me (in depth anyway) let alone RP with me were Flameh and Spirit. When I posted with new characters I was really excited about no one ever replied, and even when they did, someone else would reply too and drag the other RPer away with them, leaving me with nothing to do but sit back and feel lonely. RPing for me has always been about feeling at home in a sense, and suddenly I felt like I'd been kicked out. This was a big reason for me losing the desire to want to be here. But I really and truly miss writing with all of you, and I want to give it another shot. But I'm not joking when I say I can't handle it anymore if I come on here and am dissapointed every single time. If it happens again and I'm left with nothing to do I will lose interest and I probably won't come back. I'm just warning you - that's how it is with me. If I don't feel that anyone wants to invest their time in me, I won't waste theirs or mine hoping for it.
And another thing I want to note is that although I plan to come back and to be more active, I really don't feel much of a connection with my old characters. So I want to start new, maybe bringing back similar charries to my old ones but not keeping the cats I had. I hope this won't inconvenience anyone (probably won't v.v) and if you really want me to keep one of them just let me know. Otherwise I'm open to anyone adopting them if they like.
So that's about it. Hope to write more with you
-Lion
